I remember when I only wanted female OB-GYNs. I remember when I met my doctors before they probed me. These complaints aside i think i would lose my mind if not for the nurses. I am being followed at Cornell Weill Medical Center and they are a well oiled machine. I even have a swipey card that registers my arrival so i don't have to talk to anyone when i check in. How many of you have doctor's that let you do that?
And today one of the women who coordinates research called me a "spring chicken" i think it was a compliment but in the world of inferitlity if you're young and you are undergoing ivf (especially if you have a child) you're looked at kind of selfish and maybe even a little rude.
Even so, we begin IVF today. The hormones begin today and I prepare to lose my mind once again. I know people say the devil you know is better than the devil you don't but somehow knowing i am going to go insane is more disturbing than when losing my mind surprised me the first time around.
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